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Why We Say 'Yes'

By Carrie Dahlin

There is nothing quite like answering that phone call, asking you to take another child, knowing your life can change as fast as you say the word, “Yes.”

My husband and I were taking our five kids to a football game at our local high school. We were all dressed in team colors of course. Just as we were heading out the door, pompoms in hand, our phone rang. It was just hours after we put our name back on the call list, indicating that we were open to another child.

There was a 3-week-old baby girl who needed a home, it was the end of the day and we had only 20 minutes to pick her up before the office closed. After writing down the details involved, we said, “Yes!” Our kids squealed with joy and we loaded into the car. Just like that and we were back in baby land.

Here we are several months later and I glanced down at my now 5-month-old foster daughter as she played with her toys in her bouncer. The house was quiet and I was getting ready for the day, it was her visit day. I packed her diaper bag, wrote a note giving her dad an update, wondering if he would cancel yet again.

Knowing the case would move slow as they almost always do, I thought, “why was I willingly putting myself, and my family, in the way of possible heartache one more time?” I was curious about why I said yes to raising a child who would know me as her mother from such a young age, and accepting the risk of losing her, into my heart. There are days when I don’t want to share her and yet I have been down this road many times. I have said, “yes,” to that phone call again and again.  

And yet, I join foster parents in raising kids who rage for hours on end because their version of the world is one that left them feeling angry and alone. We parent kids with severe medical needs and commit to therapies that consume our schedule. We stay up all night rocking a sick baby against our chest, giving them breathing treatments, praying for healing. We sit in the hallway, leaning against the wall, listening to a young child unfold their trauma while keeping back the tears. Inside we ache from the horror we hear and dread letting them leave for visits knowing they will be so drained and confused when they come home. We live each day to the fullest knowing some day our time together may come to an end.

I think as foster parents we might ask ourselves why we said yes, especially after a string of difficult days from parenting kids who are hurting. Maybe we want a reminder of the love we hoped to show, the change we were eager to make. Maybe we need something to hold onto after navigating through the chaotic schedule and the uncertainty in our lives.

As I walk to the kitchen to make a bottle for my sweet little baby girl, I ponder the idea that we continue to say yes for not just one reason, but for thousands of reasons. We may have said yes that first time, out of hope for change and love. However, I think we say yes again and again, because during those midnight hours, we know that the baby against our chest is forming healthy attachments, which is so crucial. We say yes because we have seen a child who has fear of food, finally sit at the table without throwing their plate. Because after months of taking a child to physical therapy appointments we see them walk without braces on their legs. We say yes to wrapping our arms around kids who try to push us away because sometimes we get to see glimpses of hope when they suddenly ask to sit next to us on the couch during movie night. We say yes because there are so many children who need someone rooting for them, fighting for them at court hearings and encouraging them to thrive. We fill our homes to the limit and beyond so siblings don’t have to be separated after experiencing the worst night of their lives. When we say yes, we find another bed, another blanket and another spot on our lap, and in our heart.

So I encourage you to open your eyes to the reasons we say, “Yes.” Look around and find one more answer to that question, every single day. Because raising kids who have lived in the trenches means parenting them down in those trenches. Loving them there and knowing that sometimes they are not ready to get out. Hold onto those reasons why we say yes, so you can survive one more day, hunkered down with them in their pain.

I have been asked hundreds of times if I am going to take more kids. People are baffled that we are allowed to have such a handful of children and yet there is often a shortage of homes. As a foster parent we sacrifice our time, our belongings, our heart because even after all the hurt we have seen we know what miracles can happen after we say the word, “Yes.”

Author’s note: Join us in spreading awareness about foster parenting. Share on social media the reason why you say yes. #whyisayyes #fosteringfamiliestoday.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR: Carrie Dahlin is the author of a foster parenting memoir, “What Led Me to You: How a mother’s faith and family grew in ways she never expected.” She is also a contributing writer for the Portland Mom’s Blog, where she shares her heart through reflective articles. She has been married to her husband, who she has known since childhood, for more than 12 years. Together they are parenting six children through birth, adoption and foster care.

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